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Tuesday, May 11, 2010

if a guy cries for a gal, he must really love her. I know u cried for her, but have u cried for me?? Wat abt the gal who cried for a guy???

I saw the assurance given to the other one, thinking back, has someone gave one the assurance b4? One remember tt someone said tt he will not give any promise cos promises r meant to be broken. One has being trying hard to give someone the security n assurance tt someone needs. However, someone feels tt one is not sincere, cos of the incidents tt happens. In the rs, its not only someone who needs the assurance, cos one needs it badly too. One has also been disappointed many a times, which leads to the bad elements tt one has towards the rs. One tried not to ask for assurance from someone cos someone n one will quarrel abt it, n someone will feel tt one is thinking of another one who can give one the assurance. No doubt it's partly one's bad for not being frank in a rs, which leads to more bad elements in the rs, n thus the drift between the two.

One left the rs with a broken heart, n broke the heart of someone. One knows the reasons behind one's decision n has nvr regret, but does someone knows wat's in one's mind. Someone will not know, just like one dun know wat someone is thinking all tis while. I believe tt someone n one has been truly in love b4, but wat has caused the failure of the rs? One believe tt there r many factors, but does someone think its all one's fault?

When one made the decision, one made it with a broken heart. While one believe tt one's decision is for the good of both, one has been blaming herself for causing the hurts to someone. Thinking tt someone n one can be sisters again, one's heart skips abit whenever she sees someone. However, one knows tt someone n one, each has another one and other one.

In every different rs, the players play a different role. One is getting the assurance from other one, the assurance tt one always hope tt someone can give to her. One is trying to get her attention from other one just like how someone has been asking from one. Someone is giving another one security, the security tt someone always wanted from one. Someone has also gave another one the assurance, tt assurance tt one has always been hoping for.

Now, one cant stop pondering whether someone has loved one as much someone has love another one. One has no intention to win another one. However, one wants to know if someone really love one tt much as someone has claimed. Cos of someone, the one stayed in the rs, despite the hurts brought to one. One would wan to know tt one din not make a wrong move by pouring her heart out for someone, although someone has nvr believe so. One is still healing the broken heart, n someone seems to be totally obsess with another. One believe its better for both n hopefully another one can trust someone wholeheartedly, the trust tt one has always hope to win from someone.

what we could have been, Tuesday, May 11, 2010.
Monday, May 10, 2010

Slept thru the day, i din miss u a abit. Do i have to sleep all day to avoid thinking of u???

Drinking the mushroom potage, the favorite whenever both of us r hungry in the mid of nite. I cooked it ur way, with milk. I can feel u.

Goodnite, sweet dreams, sleep tight.

what we could have been, Monday, May 10, 2010.
Sunday, May 09, 2010

梁文音-最幸福的事

你撑着雨伞借我那次
已经足够我记得一辈子
我懂后来你不是不坚持
爱情本来就没万无一失

泪水离开了你的手指
那不如让它流在这信纸
我想女孩子最贴心的是
让爱的人选结束的方式

我最幸福的事当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰让我们像当时拥抱最后一次
最幸福的事吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人在左边心口保留位置是最幸福的事


可惜爱不是童话故事
不能够永远依赖着王子
才慢慢认识只剩两个字
我怎麽忍心为难你解释

我最幸福的事当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰让我们像当时拥抱最后一次
最幸福的事吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人在左边心口保留位置是最幸福的事

那一阵子有你美得不像现实
多高兴每一幕都微笑着静止

我最幸福的事牵着你的日子
一段爱从开始直至分开我们都对彼此诚实
最幸福的事对那片海用力大喊永远的样子
想得起的事那天和你傻笑着认识是最幸福的事

what we could have been, Sunday, May 09, 2010.

I lost u, someone dear to my heart. We have our fair share of argument, our fair share of nonsense. We lost! We lose to our inability to forget abt the past. Ur inability to forget my past, my inability to forget the hurts u caused. We lost because we r stubborn, not willing to give in to one another, not willing to accept the facts, not willing to accept reality. We lost terribly.

what we could have been, Sunday, May 09, 2010.

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