Precious Moments

梁靜茹-可惜不是你

2010-06-14T02:57:00.000+08:00

曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你
牵过我的手
还能温暖我胸口

梁靜茹-會呼吸的痛

2010-06-14T02:40:00.000+08:00

it used to be just me n u...

2010-05-11T01:16:00.002+08:00

if a guy cries for a gal, he must really love her. I know u cried for her, but have u cried for me?? Wat abt the gal who cried for a guy???

I saw the assurance given to the other one, thinking back, has someone gave one the assurance b4? One remember tt someone said tt he will not give any promise cos promises r meant to be broken. One has being trying hard to give someone the security n assurance tt someone needs. However, someone feels tt one is not sincere, cos of the incidents tt happens. In the rs, its not only someone who needs the assurance, cos one needs it badly too. One has also been disappointed many a times, which leads to the bad elements tt one has towards the rs. One tried not to ask for assurance from someone cos someone n one will quarrel abt it, n someone will feel tt one is thinking of another one who can give one the assurance. No doubt it's partly one's bad for not being frank in a rs, which leads to more bad elements in the rs, n thus the drift between the two.

One left the rs with a broken heart, n broke the heart of someone. One knows the reasons behind one's decision n has nvr regret, but does someone knows wat's in one's mind. Someone will not know, just like one dun know wat someone is thinking all tis while. I believe tt someone n one has been truly in love b4, but wat has caused the failure of the rs? One believe tt there r many factors, but does someone think its all one's fault?

When one made the decision, one made it with a broken heart. While one believe tt one's decision is for the good of both, one has been blaming herself for causing the hurts to someone. Thinking tt someone n one can be sisters again, one's heart skips abit whenever she sees someone. However, one knows tt someone n one, each has another one and other one.

In every different rs, the players play a different role. One is getting the assurance from other one, the assurance tt one always hope tt someone can give to her. One is trying to get her attention from other one just like how someone has been asking from one. Someone is giving another one security, the security tt someone always wanted from one. Someone has also gave another one the assurance, tt assurance tt one has always been hoping for.

Now, one cant stop pondering whether someone has loved one as much someone has love another one. One has no intention to win another one. However, one wants to know if someone really love one tt much as someone has claimed. Cos of someone, the one stayed in the rs, despite the hurts brought to one. One would wan to know tt one din not make a wrong move by pouring her heart out for someone, although someone has nvr believe so. One is still healing the broken heart, n someone seems to be totally obsess with another. One believe its better for both n hopefully another one can trust someone wholeheartedly, the trust tt one has always hope to win from someone.

u appeared yet again in the nite.

2010-05-10T01:06:00.003+08:00

Slept thru the day, i din miss u a abit. Do i have to sleep all day to avoid thinking of u???

Drinking the mushroom potage, the favorite whenever both of us r hungry in the mid of nite. I cooked it ur way, with milk. I can feel u.

Goodnite, sweet dreams, sleep tight.

最幸福的事

2010-05-09T05:30:00.000+08:00

梁文音-最幸福的事

你撑着雨伞借我那次
已经足够我记得一辈子
我懂后来你不是不坚持
爱情本来就没万无一失

泪水离开了你的手指
那不如让它流在这信纸
我想女孩子最贴心的是
让爱的人选结束的方式

我最幸福的事当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰让我们像当时拥抱最后一次
最幸福的事吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人在左边心口保留位置是最幸福的事

可惜爱不是童话故事
不能够永远依赖着王子
才慢慢认识只剩两个字
我怎麽忍心为难你解释

我最幸福的事当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰让我们像当时拥抱最后一次
最幸福的事吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人在左边心口保留位置是最幸福的事

那一阵子有你美得不像现实
多高兴每一幕都微笑着静止

我最幸福的事牵着你的日子
一段爱从开始直至分开我们都对彼此诚实
最幸福的事对那片海用力大喊永远的样子
想得起的事那天和你傻笑着认识是最幸福的事

We lost!!!

2010-05-09T02:22:00.001+08:00

I lost u, someone dear to my heart. We have our fair share of argument, our fair share of nonsense. We lost! We lose to our inability to forget abt the past. Ur inability to forget my past, my inability to forget the hurts u caused. We lost because we r stubborn, not willing to give in to one another, not willing to accept the facts, not willing to accept reality. We lost terribly.

memories r monsters...

2010-04-23T00:46:00.004+08:00

every night when we hit the sack on separate beds...u raise up ur hand n hold mine to assure me tt u r within my reach...

2010-04-16T11:28:00.002+08:00

I only allow u to appear in my mind once a day.

Yesterday b4 i go to bed,my hair was wet...i thought of u.

Tis morning, i was at the bus stop...smoking, waiting.. i thought of u.

I not gg to miss u anymore today...

太遲了

2010-04-15T14:50:00.000+08:00

我喊停了　我不玩了　在提前離席以後　是一個黑洞
你們碰頭　你們哭了　迅速冰冷的軀殼　快的連我　都傻了

LA~WOO　太遲了　LA~WOO　誰的錯　模糊了
在我選擇告別以後　原來剛要開始疼痛
誰騙我　只不過　睡著了

當我真的告別以後　真的不像　詩人形容　
只不過　消失了　靈魂的　幾公克

我後悔了　回不去了　傷害被我擴大了　愧疚都多了　
這次聚會　我靜止了　短短一秒的衝動　徒留牆上的停格

LA~WOO　太遲了　LA~WOO　沒想過　捨不得
在我選擇告別以後　原來剛要開始疼痛
誰騙我　只不過　睡著了

當我真的告別以後　真的不像　詩人形容　
只不過　消失了　靈魂的　幾公克

I miss u

2010-04-05T01:49:00.001+08:00

Today... or I sld say yesterday since its 1.50am now. Yesterday, I thought of u, n I miss u. Missing our old days as a lil naughty couple....

2010-03-25T10:46:00.003+08:00

Where did I went to for the past 12 mths, I dun know. Everything seems faded. I will be back soon.

2009-03-22T23:40:00.003+08:00

I pressume that you r recovering well... n glad tt u r. Take good care of urself. Love urself n ur life before u can realise the ones who loves u.

2009-02-18T02:12:00.004+08:00

When is the last time we lie on bed n have heart to heart talk...do u remember? When is the last time we head to sleep together, i dun remember. When is the last time ur soul hugs me, we both cant cfm.

Tremendously disppointed is how i feel now. Thinking tt u r waiting for me so as to hug me...i'm silly. U have gotten wat u want, but wat i hope for was nvr here. Giving chance one after another...disappointment is wat i gotten. I was left lying alone once again.

U nvr learn how lousy I feel n how upset I can get. Tears r rolling down, but u r too sound asleep to know it.`Closing my eyes to stop the tears, but they r sqeezing out from tt lil corner of my eyes.

2009-02-14T01:47:00.004+08:00

Don know where to start... feeling down. Why am I keeping my mouth shut...cos my heart is just aching too much.

Am I really willing to SHUT UP, I dun know... Maybe cos u told me to, maybe I'm tired, maybe its dead.

I no longer see myself in ur eyes, no longer see our future. Closed my eyes, trying to feel ur touch n love, all I get are tears rolling dwn from my closed eyes. I cant see, I can't imagine, they are fading away.

No security, no assurence is how i feel. Many a times, I wan to walk away, dun wish to listen, dun wish to talk, dun wish see the truth. But u shown it all to me.

Giving benefit of doubts doesn't work, the benefits are running out. Endurance is running low. I dun know when will I decide to give up or maybe u have already give it up.

Not knowing wat is lying in front of me, where I am heading n wat will I get. This bet is too risky, the stake is just too big for me to feel safe. I'm shivering behind the mask.

The songs we share, the commons we have, the love we builded, the fun n memories we had. They have been forgotten, no longer there. I'm accepting the facts.

The less expectation and hope u have, the least disappointed u get. I'm prepared for whatever will happen next.

我懷念的是。。。

2009-02-02T00:46:00.005+08:00

＊想問為什麼　我不再是你的快樂　
可是為什麼　卻苦笑說我都懂了　
自尊常常將人拖著把愛都走曲折　
假裝瞭解是怕　真相太赤裸裸　狼狽比失去難受

＃我懷念的是無話不說　
我懷念的是一起做夢　
我懷念的是爭吵以後　還是想要愛你的衝動　
我記得那年生日　也記得那一首歌　
記得那片星空　最緊的右手　最暖的胸口
（誰記得）　誰忘了

我懷念的是無言感動　我懷念的是絕對熾熱
我懷念的是你很激動　求我原諒抱得我都痛
我記得你在背後　我記得我顫抖著
記得感覺洶湧　最美的煙火　最長的相擁

誰愛的太自由　誰過頭太遠了　
誰要走我的心　誰忘了那就是承諾
誰自顧自地走　誰忘了跟著我　
誰讓愛變沉重　誰忘了要給你溫柔

(我懷念的)　我還有想要愛你的衝動
我記得那年生日　也記得那一首歌
記得那片星空　最緊的右手　最暖的胸口
我放手　我讓座　假灑脫　誰懂我多麼不捨得
太愛了　所以我　沒有哭　沒有說

2009-02-02T00:46:00.001+08:00

2008-12-28T21:46:00.001+08:00

Dear Dear, I LOVE U, from the bottom of my heart.

2008-12-28T01:26:00.003+08:00

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盼到了黎明
又怕让自己清醒
有多少未知的莫名委屈
要我强忍著不能哭泣
我真的累了
累得想放弃逃避
逃回那不再有谁会再乎的过去

走过了风雨
在身上留下了痕迹
回想起这一切百感交集
分不清该可悲还是欢喜
我真的累了
累得我无法继续
有谁能看见我那颗平凡执著的心

为何我用真心做的梦爱的人说的话
没有人愿意相信
而一个小小的天地只属於自己
却如此遥不可及

我只想用真心做个梦爱个人说些话
安静的面对命运
但这无奈的心情
我又能说给谁听

2008-11-29T07:15:00.001+08:00

A song that represents us, a song of us. Before long, its gone.

我好怀恋你刚开始爱我的那一天

2008-11-29T06:56:00.003+08:00

2008-11-28T00:11:00.003+08:00

Accepting because of Love.
Love is unconditional.
Therefore, Love is accepting unconditional.

Without Love, everything is unacceptable.

So does Love even exist??

Pictures of us

2008-11-28T00:03:00.001+08:00

Pictures of u, pictures of me... Pictures of us.

Shine some light

2008-10-25T02:26:00.003+08:00

Her heart is wrenching, grasping for breath.
She lie on the cold bed all alone again.
No one to talk to, no one listen.
She can only look at the eyes of the doll beside her.

Waiting for the call, the phone din ring,
wonder how busy he really is.
Maybe he is havng fun, please do not disturb,
but y it's different when it appeals to her?

She wans a soulmate, someone who listen,
not someone who always argue with her.
Love is believing, believing build trust,
She puts u in the first place, u doubt her.

Show her the way, shine some light,
she is starting to live in darkness.
The bed is empty without you,
come home n hug her, and tell her 'I Love u!'

Building up a relationship

2008-10-25T01:58:00.003+08:00

Building up a relationship is like building a tower; the foundation must be firm and strong. Its the most important stage in a construction. No shortcuts, no cheating on quality and strictly no cutting down on quantity. If not...be prepared that the building collapse anytime during the construction and cause injuries to innocent parties.

Know wat it means?

To start a r/s, you have to do your homework. Find out more abt the person, evaluate the behavior n character, list out the love n hates, pro n cons, and etc. Conclude if this is the idea 'material'.

Dun be too anxious to see results, patience is the element. No 'shortcut"...remember?

Do not lie abt yourself, be frank, be true. Show ur true 'quality'.

Do not cut down on the 'quantity' in Love, beliefs and trust. Trust need to build but it starts from ur belief. Belief came from Love.

If u dun agree with the points mentioned. Be prepare that both parties will get hurt, maybe it already did.

Another episode of my life

2008-09-30T00:04:00.003+08:00

Its been 10 months since I last blog. Lots of my previous blogs has been edited or removed. Entered a new pharse of my life, a new episode start but apparently it seems to be ending soon. Still trying to calm myself down after the trauma...I will be back to blog soon.

2007-11-11T02:07:00.001+08:00

Nothing much for tis post, mainly updating my programs for the past few days.

Finally found some time to take a break. Office is renovating over the weekend, so we have to do packing to prepare the reno which started on Wednesday. Monday was tiring for me, went back to office at 6pm after appt and work till 10pm. Dun have a choice, we need to start packing and i stil have work to complete. Tues is a busy day for me too, work up early cos we had dept meeting at 8.30am...gosh! Fortunately, i'm not late for the meeting. Went Jap lesson after work, by the time i reached hm..11pm again.

Wed was pack too, we basically only have half a day to work, cos we have to start packing our PC after 2pm. So we r totally handicap after 3 plus...n me n collegues headed to the KTV. Tis is the first time i try Kbox buffet K, the food r not fantastic but its gd still, n its affordable.. $28+++ for 3hrs singing and buffet. Buffet includes food like Top shell, Sashimi, Sushi, Dim sum, Fried food n Desserts. Was suppose to meet Vanessa, Joan and the others tt nite, but i doze off immediately when i reach hm...so ???...put aeroplane again lor...Sorry! Pls dun blame me, i'm really to tired.

Thurs was a holiday but i simply slack at hm for the first half day then its a exciting nite for me. I went A-mei concert! Its been 5 yrs since A-mei last visit Singapore, she is still as powerful. I'm extremely high tt nite lor, bought an extra album so as to obtain her concert DVD n her poster... *happy*.

Friday was a compulsory off say for KF staff due to the reno, but i ended up working still. Went to concourse to pick up a doc. from client then went Cityhall to drop the doc. Anyway, had lunch with my ex-collegue and visited my sis at Sookee's new exclusive boutique. Spotted a ring and was so tempted to buy it. it means i must work xtra hard.

Wanted to go hm straight to do some work before gg back to town for Jap class. However, decided to take some time off to do some shopping at a slow pacee, which i have not done for some time. Passed by Gloria's Jeans at Raffles City, decided to sit down n have some coffee n read a magazine instead. Erm...when was the last time i really sit down quiety for coffee n mag??...cant remember..*giggling* Quietly, i sat down at a corner to read my mag and drink the Tea really refreshed me after being busy for so many months.

Its late..gtg.

2007-10-28T02:01:00.003+08:00

I'm back. Been busy since the last time i blog, busy with Japanese lesson, trips, work and of course night activities. Started my Jap lesson on the 3th, first two lesson was easy...learnt Konnichiwa, Sayonara, Shimimasee, numbers and etc. Following lessons are 'Muzukashi'(difficult), and maybe due to age, it is really difficult for me to pick up a new language, but i'm not going to give up for sure.

Went HK on the 13th ofr 4D3N with Vann,Dion,Ting,Juan,Juan's sis n sis-in-law, not to forget Pel and Deming. Had a great time in DisneyLand, was as excited as 5 yrs old even b4 i reach the entrance and i guess i nearly drove all of them crazy by my childishness...haha! Went Ocean Park as well, went to play roller coasters n etc, n i couldn't believe i actually played them. Let me tell you why - We went to Disneyland the day b4 Ocean Park, and we sat the indoor roller coaster. To my surprise, i actually feel the fear n my legs went wobbly after i came down, tears r at the verge of my eyes, so how could i imagine myself playing the 360 degree outdoor roller coaster on the next day? Well, but i did it and alot of it...'bonkers'. All other free time is shopping n shopping lor...so nothing much to share. If i were to compare, the HK trip two yrs back r more fun, cos i really make full of the time spent there. Next trip?? Looking forward to Taiwan trip next yr.. "Welcome 2 Taiwan"!

Subsquently, i went KL for a field trip just 4 days after i return from HK. It was a last min trip, n i only knew after i came back from HK, only 2 days in advance. Tt's really a tedious trip, we walked about 10 malls in 9 hrs, in two half days. N Goddad actually found out a big sercet of mine, it's tt i can sleep anywher, anytime and any amt of hrs...haha haha haha.

Work has been very enjoyable until i was being told that i will be involve in a different project. I was being pull out of a project which i have total faith n interest in, which i was so attached to. I'm always feeling excited while discussing the project with my bosses, its like making a dream come true. Half-heartedly, i have to give up the project and head to market a bigger and more reputable project. Anyone sld be happy when given a chance to do a bigger project. Well, no doubt tt by marketing tis project, my track records will be better, but somehow i'm so attach to the previous project n most imptly am doing wat i'm enjoying.

Anyway, must thanks my 'previous' Lao ban niang, it's she who gave me the chance to be involve in the planning, taught me lots of things n let me play a role in the planning. *she is not the one who made the decision to pull me out of the team.* Even thought i couln't run the race with her anymore, i still hope tt tis dream of ours will come true. So after i'm being transfer to another team two weeks ago, i am still taking my time to digest the project and have all the info on my finger tips. I reckon i will be busy from next week onwards ba, seems like tt are so many ppl tt we have yet to contact.

Things r not gg very smoothly at hm, always hearing arguements. Whenever at hm, i will shut my doors and do whatever i can inside my rm, tying not step out of my rm, not to get piss off by the quarrels or grumbles or get involve in the quarrels. However, locking myself in the rm doesn't seems to help, i was being drag into a quarrel on a Sunday morning, when i was slping... i was thinking...wat the f*! Anyway i manage to stop the quarrel n went back to my dream.

Ok, tis blog is getting too long n naggy, n its really late now, so i think i sld go n get some slp b4 i become a panda like YingYing(panda in Ocean Park HK)...haha... Nitez...

2007-09-05T00:45:00.001+08:00

Very tired...but jus wan to blog for the sake of blogging. Btw, few wks back, i bought my mum some flowers, for no special reason. I jus find the flowers pretty and wan to let her know tt i treasure her each n every day. Trust me, all ladies love to receive flowers no matter wat age they r at.

End.

Tired n exhausted.

2007-09-02T23:31:00.002+08:00

Hoho...finally pick up some mood and time to blog. Have been sick for two weeks, and lack of slp really delay my recovery. Haizzz...

Dun know wats gg on, recently i really live up to the nickname of accident prawn. Sprained my leg three weeks back while trying to board the cab, thought tt's no pain so din really bother abt it. Few days later, while trying to step on the cruch during my driving revision, i realise there is a 'pulling' pain on my leg. Thought..ok...tomorrow night got to the chinese phisican to rub rub la. Who knows when i trying to get out the car...my gosh. My leg went numb, then cramp..then a very strong 'pull', n i couldnt walk. Wat to do?? Quickly call for help lor... ask someone pick me up. So i ended up leaping down the carpark. Went for supper, leap my way to the hawker then back hm.

Next day, still cont. leaping to office, thought i can tahan till evening. Who knows the pain is so unbearable tt i have to take half day off to visit the theraptic. I must say the treatment is really VERY EXTREMELY TREMENDOUS PAINFUL! Well, but the result is also VERY EXTREMELY TREMENDOUSLY EFFECTIVE lor! I was leaping up the stairs tot he clinic, and i can walk normally right after the treatment . Haha... Side effect of the treament. Many blue-blacks on my buttock n leg, n many many holes on them...haha...!!!!

Then two weeks ago, down with fever, cold n cough, MC for aday. Wah Lau, a day where gt enough right but i stil have a lot of work to settle. Struggled to work the next day, all pale...i look like a zombie at work for the next two days. When i'm recovering i bump myself against my BB's playpen while tying to shoo a lizard off the table. I ended up with a 2.5"*2" blue-black lor. Then 4 days ago, i sprained my leg again while trying to flag a cab...shitto right!...argh....

Work is fine but busy...enjoying every bits of my work, enjoy every min spent at work. I'm glad tt i love my job, my colleagues and working enviroment. Even though i like my currentjob, doesnt mean tt i gave up my dream job. Went for the interview again but din get thru...hmmm...

2007-08-12T00:58:00.001+08:00

One week has past since my bd..n finally i have time to blog. First, i shall start with my bd celebration at Cafe 'Bullocks'. Y am i calling it Cafe bullocks? Cos all f* morons are working there!!!! Dun wish to repeat the series n series of episode tt happen there. Overall, the place has pissed me off and it sucks f* big time. Well, no matter how idiotic the place is, my party was wonderful with all my close friends n family is here to celebrate with me. Thank u everyone who came, those who din come, i still wan to thank all of u for the warm wishes.

Tis wk was a busy, tired and sick wk for me. Work has been piling since the friday b4 my bd. Tried clearing everything b4 the monday ends, but more work came. So have to bring forward to Tues, so on n so for. Until now, still clearing work for the week...gosh! Well, despite being so busy, i still love my job n find it fulfilling. I'm sick for the whole wk, although not to the extent tt i cant go to work, i was feeling really weak.

Had an enjoying wed drinking nite at dbl o. To celebrate National Day...Nooo! It is to celebrate the holiday on Thurs..hahahaha! Drank quite abit, i think i'm high but maybe i'm drunk yet not willing to admit. At least, i know i din puke at all..keekee!

Now very very tired...has been draining my energy for the whole week. Going to replenish my energy. Shall cont. tomorrow....

2007-08-04T01:51:00.001+08:00

Yeah! Hapi Bd to me, hapi bd to me, hapi bd to me..hapi bd to me!!!!! Hapi Bd!

Tis afternoon, the whole ofc were celebrating with the August babies. I receieve a $20 voucher from the co. as a bd gift, n i'm still the youngest Aug baby tis yr. Keke...

Thanks to my sweetest sis. In order not to let me spend my bd eve alone,she suggest that go to Villa Bali for a drink unplanned. I even gt a bd kiss from her on my cheek, so sweet. Thanks Vann, i really appreciate it!!! No doubt u and Val are my bestest sis in my life.

2007-07-28T00:55:00.001+08:00

My Bd is approaching, National Day is round the corner, Festival is coming...followed by Christmas then New Year. All celebrations seems to be so near, but not excited abt it at all. Weekend are boring, let alone Public Holidays. Now suddenly realise that working can be so fun that i hope that i can work 6 days a week, no holidays, no long weekends. Sounds Dumb Dumb ya...I think so too.

Hmmm..tis yr i'm celebrating my Bd wor, at Cafe del Mar wor...Nvr expect myself to celebrate there, din intend to celebrate at all.Hmmm...counting down...7 days.

Has been travelling quite alot recently, just wan to get out of Singapore, wan to occupy my boring weekends. Went JB to meet colleague last mth, went Batam 2 weeks ago, n now gg to KL till Monday. Went Batam to take a break, to replenish my energy and to pull myself up.

2007-07-10T01:46:00.001+08:00

Recently too lazy to blog, dun know wat to blog abt. Everything is abt work, clubbing, outings, gathering, eating and drinking. Thanks to all friends around me, i'm enjoying every min spent.

Dear all, feel free to listen/ watch the music /clips. They are really nice.

Don't Matter - Akon

2007-07-09T22:14:00.001+08:00

No substance in my life

2007-05-05T14:54:00.000+08:00

Have been very busy for the past 1 mth or so, everyday non-stop working since 9am to 7pm, or sometimes later than 7pm. So busy yet feeling so empty. Since Nov last, deals have been slow most probably due to the festive season, everyday balonglong in the office, nothing to do and yet i'm feeling very happy. Everyday after work, come hm straight, watch tv then go slp at 10pm, go out for a few hrs on wkend yet i find my life so fulfilling. Now...despite being so busy at work, filled with programs at night n wkend...i feel so unsubstantial. God...save me!!!!

2007-05-03T19:01:00.002+08:00

3 wks 3 wks 3 wks...my gosh...i have not been blogging for 3wks...n i have so much things to update! First, i must clarify tt i din kill my com., i din touch my com tt nite after my last blog. My aunt came to help me with the com. She pronounced its death. So i'm without PC for 3 wks, the com came back few days go, uncle tried to recovering the system. Apparently, i din back up properly, n now my com. is basically empty...haha. Kept trying to update the software, luckily now its recovering...*phew*

Went alot of place during tis 3wks,I should start from 15 APril. Went to Cafe del mar with Vann, DK, Pel and Jac. Two couples n me--the extra...but i dun give a damn... haha! Weather is super duper hot tt day lor, no need to go into oven, also will become roast pig ah*sweat* Tried the finger food, the chicken wing is gd. Ther's a pool to dip in---but super sandy, and clean toilet to bath in---comes with rain shower head*shiok*. Overall rating---****

Unknowingly, i went to Vivo four times in the past 3wks. 15Apr---Went shopping after Sentosa, 20 Apr---Went for Levi's Signature opening, 22 Apr, went shopping, in attemp to use my 20% given during the LS opening, 26 Apr, went shopping again. No more Vivo for me pls!!! N unknowingly, i also went Sentosa 3 times in a mth...06 Apr, 15 Apr and 28 Apr...Wah!...So i decided to get a islander card...n i'm a islander now. Benefits are- Disc in the beach shop, disc at cafe de mar, disc at sakae sushi, disc for room booking, free admission, disc for attractions n many many more...for just $19.50 per annue. Isn't it just too cool! I'm cool!! Wahaha!

Mood just not right recently... Cant eat, cant slp, jus feeling so lost. Can get really blur at times, walking so slow, so slow tt i cant believe its my pace n then realise i went the wrong way. Mood got worse after knowing my closet colleague is leaving the co. He has been my colleague since i'm an intern in CKS, i left CKS for KF, n then he join KF. So we r colleagues at the 1st pl, then ex colleague, then colleague again and soon we will be ex colleague again. Haiz...kind of sad... I also dun know y so sad.

Have been watching the 9pm show(MArs n Venus) recently, so funny n so interesting. Guys kept saying i love u n i'm sorry till... Suddenly recall tt i have a very meaning msg tt touched my heart. The fav question tt a woman ask her man is: Do you love me, n y do u love me? Guys will usually say cos u r understanding, u r sweeet, u r special...blah blah blah. So superficial...

Computer dieded...

2007-04-12T13:45:00.000+08:00

My greatest sympathy n condolence to the owner of Compaq com. in my hse, and the family cum owner is me n my bro. F***, my com still break down after so much effort trying to revive it. Well, realise tt its dying few days back, so decided to dl all stuff to my thumb drive yesterday...but b4 i can dl it...*nearly fainted*

This is wat happened...As usual, i on my com. as soon as i reach hm. The screen show... Master disk failed, then disk boot fail, please insert system disk. Known as a com. idiot, i called mei mei...well, afraid tt the com. situation will worsen if i do anything, i decided not to touch it. Started calling my bro n ask WAT HAPPENED? He say he din manage to on it too...he's innocent too. Shit! Tt means i'm the last one who use it, so wat the hell did i do to my com.?? Nothing lei!!
Anyway watever tt happened to my com. is not important, cos it has happened. The important point is tt i nearly died of boredom without my com.

Called my auntie tis morning, she tell me the same thing. Since she is a IT grad, husband is a IT lecturer/expert. She ensure nothign will happen if i follow her instruction, so i decided to take the risk tonight. So if i dun log onto MSN for another few days, u guys know wat happen, ya! Lets pray together...God bless my com.!

2007-04-06T00:52:00.001+08:00

Today came by tis article in HER WORLD, Want a Man? Put yourself first.
It is abt this lady whose niceness would reach its height whenever in r/s yet failed in her many r/s. Then she realise tt something mus be done. She stop being a Doormat, stop being a nice gal to find her nice boy. She read a book, Why Men Marry Bitches: A woman's guide to winning her man's heart by Sherry Argov. Argov's basic principal is that u have to put urself first in any r/s n if tt means being a bitch, so be it.

Argov also said:"the term 'bitch' is intended to be satirical, n does nt take itself too seriously. She use it to describe strong woman who has her own identity n is secure with who she is. She is very happy giving him'space' ocs she enjoys having hers. She is clear abt wat she will or will nt accept. She'll be back away at the sligest whiff of disrespect, and this makes her exciting to a man, not less. That's the woman he dreams of marrying.

Then tis lady read this bk by Argov. She was given 75 r/s principles to live by and they work cos she used all on the man who is now her husband. Tt's a few principle tt she put in the article. It's really too long to blog everything here. So i'm gg to buy the book and read it, and learn a trick or two.

Ok...i'm really getting tired. So keyboard off now, cos i'm suppose to wake up early to go Sentosa...Night night..

Sign off,
Eileen @3.39AM

2007-04-05T00:16:00.000+08:00

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2007-03-22T23:44:00.001+08:00

Hey Yoz, ppl! I'm back. Having all the time to myself for the past one month, wanted to blog so much but whenever i open the acc, i'll close it without updating. Reason for that--Life is F* boring lor. Anyway, i sld be updating the blog with some gd stuff b4 everyone come asking me whether i'm fine. Really appreciate those who care for me, thanks guys!

Well, given the situation, i better say something to let ppl know that i'm F* fine but still bored... haha! I sld start with my driving test-F***ing TP! I bloody drive better than lotz of my friends with licence n he fail me! Cant believe it, i learn driving for 8 mths, attended almost 70 hrs lesson, spent near to 2k, renew member for 6 times and renew my PDL twice, AND HE FAIL ME! Two words-No Justice!!!!

Its already a tragic to fail my test le, the COE still keep increasing. Nearly a month, dun even mention the car, the COE bidding is not even successful after two bidding. Although my dad say since i also haven get my license, we can wait slowly for the car. I know he is eager to see the car, he has waiting for this day for years. Actually, we have three choice. First is to wait, second is to wait also. Third....still wait lor. I know its lame! =P

Work is getting boring... no deals. Everyday do nothing in office. Actually, i did try to find something to do le. Make lots of phone calls, but no deals come out of it. Where have all the entreprenuers went to??? I cant live my life like this wor, i will die of boredom. I will preserve, i shall stay with pride and leave with honour...haha...sounds familiar. Ohh...Spartans!

Went to watch a few show recently, Hannibal rising and 300. Wah, how come nowdays all the shows so much ink one..."you mo shui"...wahaha! In Hannibal rsing, Gong Li said" wat is left in you for me to love?" when Hannibal said" I love u!" In 300, the Queen said" because only spartan's women give birth to real man" when the blackie insult her. There's freaking cool! Ppl, please go watch these shows if you haven,300 is the hot topic of the month. So if u know something abt it, YOU R HOT! Wahaha!

Well, its pretty late, i guess i gt to head to bed. Look out for my next update. Tata!!

2007-02-25T22:53:00.003+08:00

Belated Happy Valentine Day n CNY to all! Hope the singles found ur partner on tis day, hope all the couples enjoy tt special day with their partner, and hope all the gals love the present n flowers that their partner gave. Hmmm...talking abt flowers, it's been a long long time since i recieve flowers. Though it's not a must for me to recieve flowers but which gal dun like flowers. I think even gals with sensitive nose also wish receive flowers from their loved one, even if they will have to sneeze till their nose drop, they also gan yuan.

Of course must wish everyone Xing Nian Kuai le...Gong Xi Fa Cai... Wan Shi Ru Yi... Nian Nian You Yu... Bu Bu Gou Sheng... Cai Yuan Guang Jing...Gong Xi Gong Xi!!! Tis yr ang bao...not bad la...$250. But 7788 gone le, use them to pay my driving lesson, and dun know wat other stuff. Then lost $60 to my boss...*Argh* But nvrmind la, i always say small money dun go out, big money dun come in, there's always chance! Oh gosh...The med seems to keep me awake, cannot slp...but must force myself to slp now...nite nite!

2007-02-11T13:10:00.001+08:00

Ok... i know i just blog like 9 hrs ago, but i really dun know wat to do except blogging. Suppose to meet Van go shopping at abt 12pm, but now is like 1pm n she has not wake up yet. Also cant bother to call her n disturb her slp. Opps...i shouldn't put it this way, cos her slp can nvr be disturbed by calls or any sound n movement around her...haha! TMD, yesterday blog at 3.35am, 5.30am then manage to fall asleep, but yet i still can wake up earlier than Van wor!

Now not feeling sleepy, however eyes feel like shutting. Eyes now puffy like pig, wake up mlike that le...maybe not enough sleep. Guess i should stop here. Have to attend Emily's wedding tonight, din wan to be at the dinner with 'power puff' eyes.

Sian sian sian

2007-02-11T03:35:00.002+08:00

3.35am now. Tired but dun feel like sleeping, only feel like changing my blogskin and post a new post. Feeling "DRY" recently! DRY=running out of deals, not enough money to spend, and skin feeling dry. Hmm... guess increment will still remain in my wishlist for another year...*sobsob*. Just came back from phuket, so skin has been sunburned till dry. Feel like a snake changing skin, kept peeling n peeling*yucks*.

Oh ya, talking about my Phuket trip. Erm...nothing much to buy, but simply enjoy myself ther. How can one dun enjoy with some many of her love ones are around, right? Went dancin, drinking, play Jet ski with him... so fun. Everything is like so fun...walking along the beach, shopping , eating donuts, visitng street stalls and sitting tutuk.

Felt so boring recently. Every day come home dun know wat to do, dun come hm also dun know where to go. Simply boring! So in the end, everyday come home to watch show lor! I love tt person who invented flims, i love tt person who invented tv, i love tt person who invented scv box and lastly love starhub who put all the wonderful drama series in the variety vision channel. Whao...recently, Channel 8 has a very nice 9pm show wor! So funny! Also, finally finish the last episode of Girls out loud, Ros so poor thing...went for botox cos of this programme. She cried and say dun understand y ppl wan to go thru so much pain to do botox, she will nvr do it again. However, xiaxue seems to enjoy her nose job, and she loves her new nose! While although she is not really a very pretty gal but i think she still look prettier with her real nose. hmmm... looking at them, i dun think i will ever try plastic surgery...but will still consider removing the eyelids fats so tt my eyes look bigger. At least nothing goes into my body.

Everyday go work also like no mood, do everything also sian sian. Knock off from work also dun feel excited, cos nothing much to do afetr work also. Aiyo, contrudicting sia! Work also sian, no work also sian... worse still, nowadays take coffe break and shopping also sian. Basically, whatever i do, i also feel sian. Wat happn huh? Haiz..... Aiya, dun think so much le la...go to sleep la! Oh ya! Sleeping not sian...sleep more!

Addicted to gals out loud

2007-01-07T04:15:00.000+08:00

4.15am now...just finish watching Girls out loud episode 4....wasn't a lame show after all. Wonder y am i still awake at tis time? Cos cant slp even though i having headache, drank and abit tipsy now. Just not in a good mode, wanted to blog since last year yet just cant find the right time n mood to blog. Today, decide to blog cos my headache n heart ache is keeping me awake.

Feeling abit down recently, work is bored, love life... dun even mention abt it. Now is the low peak season for ppl to take up new shop, luckily i'm still closing deals though not much...*phew* Boring at work, boss and manger not ard for the past two weeks...everyday try to find appt and go out meet client, cos freaking bored and quiet in ofc. Feel like resigning, but don wish to do it in implusive manner. I must tahan n tahan n tahan. Like wat my manager say, as long as i do my best, lord will bless me with good things.

Sometime just don wish to blog abt my life, but yet tt's the only way to vent my anger and let out my unhappinesss, and the only way to tell D* how i feel without getting into a quarrel. Sounds like tt are a miscommunication? Yup, tt's right! I kind to get tired of thinking abt D*, yet i cant stop myself from missing him. D* seems to resemble someone recently===B** . Everyday claiming he is tired yet always out till late, spend less time talking to me, everyday busy at work, seldom meet me for lunch, MIA, always busy with his phone. Is it true tt a person will get more sensitive when her partner means alot to her?

I'm trying...trying hard to be an understanding gf, but don feel tt my trust, respect and understanding is being appreciated.. I know entertaining is part of his job scope, but i cant help but to worry he drink too much n drive. After entertaining for too many nights, he will have bad mood, get impatient, fall sick then don wish to talk to me due to lack of slp. I understand...so i don make a big fuss out of tis. He 's always busy at work, no time to meet me for lunch, msg him...he will reply"cant, sorry darl. I busy now...talk to u ltr". The next thing i know,'darl, i'm gg for drink with boss...very tired but no choice, will try drink less n go hm early, talk to u ltr". Then"darl...i'm high, drank alot...talk to u when i get hm". Then? *Ring*Ring* "Darl, i'm hm...very tired, gg slp now, tomolo then talk to u...nite". I waited whole nite just for these few sentences. Still i respect him n his job. Feeling very unsecure yet afraid tt i'm just being sensitive. Feels like there is someone out there who can make him happier, someone who he is more comfortable with.

To you: I know it is wrong for me to walk away tis evening but i really dun know how to face you. I want to cry, i wan to vent my anger...but i dun wan u to see all tis, so i choose to walk away. It's not easy for me to walk off too, i feel like there are thousands of ants biting my heart...it hurts. I don know wat happen tt makes u lose ur patience with me. You suggetsed Jack's place, but in the end, change ur mind. U say Crystal jade, i say anything. U ask me which one, i say i dun know. We went up 5th flr, i looking at the menu, u ask me whether wan go dwnstair one, i say i dun mind. The next thing i know, u lose ur temper and say" u dun wan eat,say la!" Hello?? I wan to eat, i'm hungry and I"M REALLY HUNGRY but i dun wat to eat. I have no craving for anything, and i dun wish to think cos i having headache but dun wan u to worry.

Wanted to make peace, i took the initiative to sms you, apologise to u. This time, u r different, u dun bother to apologise...tt's not u. It hurts me more, like thousands of bees stinging my heart, it hurts more...regretted msging u. I feels like a loser...really feels like shit.

Nothing better to do!

2006-11-06T23:44:00.001+08:00

Wah...2 weeks pass so fast. Nothign to do so start blogging. Nothing much happen tis 2 weeks...basically it's workin, workin n still workin. Got lotz of bloody shit from those sitting high high abv me. Wat to do...try my best to make tis shit turn into gold shit lor! Cannot turn to gold then flush dwn the toilet then get more shit again lor...Haha!*Faint* But lucky, most of them turn to gold...*abracadabra!!!*

Best thing tt has happen tis 2 weeks, is to attend the signing event with Sam Butcher. Had a great dae there with Felicia and Lyndia. Bought lots of Precious Moments figurines...*Satisfied!* Got two of my figurine sign by Sam Butcher...*happY!* Took lotz of photos at the event*Kawaii*Ordered a Cinderella figurine from US recently too....Yippee! Only first 5 days of the month and i spent one-third of my pay on PM! N i still have lotz of things to settle ahead. Gosh...3 sweeties bd tis month, next mnth Year end sale, New yr approaching , phuket trip on Feb. Wah!!! More commission please!!!!

Ok...i better stop my nagging here, n go to sleep now b4 i behave like a zombie tomorrow. Going to dream abt how to make more sale, earn more comm...bye byez

LasT dAy Of HoLiDaY

2006-10-24T22:46:00.001+08:00

Last day of holiday le...slping like pig for the whole day. Suppose to do chores, but din do anything at all...so everyhting remain untouch. Dust r piling up, laundry bag is filled with clothes, but i cant be bothered with it. Suppose to go to the chinec physician to rub my ankle, cos i sprained my ankle on Friday...but forgotten also... Jia lat...better go tomolo b4 the ankle give me more pain n problem.

Just now went downstair to buy Macdonald, suddenly miss Red Rooster's fries. I miss the Fish n chips, Meat Lover pizza, n the dun know wat name's cheeseburger...haha!!!

2006-10-23T17:41:00.002+08:00

Simply bored! Thought finally have a long holiday, wanted to go somewhere but dun know where to go. Wanted to have gd rest...but ended up sleeping late every night. Went KtV on Friday night...followed by supper, end up sleeping at 5am in the morning...damn tired. Yesterday went for movie, reach home early, but slept late. Today went VivoCity for movie followed by drinking at Villa Bali...spent the nigth with my gd friends n 'frogs', ya frogs... We r sitting near the mini water landsape... n there r frogs.

Very sleepy n tired now...yet dun feel like gg to slp...cos if i slp now...i'll wake up early...n i wont know wat to do for the rest of the day. Thought i gt lots of household chores to do...but jus dun feel like doing them. Have been locking myself in the rooms for these three days, dun feel like seeing anyone, dun feel like doing anything, not even having my meals.

Feeling very sleepy now..yet wan to say all these craps...better go slp b4 i spout more nonsnese. Night night...

MIA again

2006-10-14T01:43:00.001+08:00

Hey hey, I'm back in action again, after MIA for 4 months. Well, of course lots of things hhappen, but thank GOD that majority are good ones. Job is sailing smoothly, but i'm still not satisfied. Not putting enough effort or high expectation of myself...I dun know... Deals are never too many, money are never too much. Enjoying my job, my working enviroment and collegues are great. Recently, i was involve in the DnD or i shall say i'm one of the member of the recreation club of KF. Members are great companion, they are wonderful people. Our first assignment is to organise the DnD 2006. There's lotz n lotz of preparation, lotz of encounters... dun know wat to mention and where to start. Anyway the preparation is tedious but it's all worthwhile cos the DnD is a great success! All knight frankers have great fun. The programmes and dinner are rather smooth except for some hiccups, but fortunately these hiccups did not spoil the nite at all. Well...wat to say? I guess only two words can describe the DnD... GOOD JOB!!!

Birthday have just pass...Opps sorry... I should say have passed 2 months ago...keke. Nothing much happen cos no celebration, no party, no drinking. However still receive a few present. Not bad huh...Hee... Receive a Swavorski HP cum bracelet from Vanessa, Wenlong and Andy. Receive a belt from Val, a Cafe Cartel treat from Van and a bag.

2006-07-17T00:54:00.001+08:00

It's 1am now, n i still cant get to slp. Blame it on the past two last nights. Slept @2am on fri, 5am last night, n slept thru the day... Oh gosh, wondering whether i'm able to work in right mind tomolo with so little slp tonight? Well, i'll be out of the ofc most of the time tomolo, so it doesn't matter. Went MOS last night with my sweet buddies, luckily din drink alot, or else today sure hang over...phew...
Oh ya, yesterday went to watch Pirates of Carribean...oh cool! Captain Jack(Johnny Depp) is really a crap man...i tried very hard to understand whenever he reason out with someone...anyway he's full of craps. Willam(Orlando Bloom) is cool... can sense his pain when he see his love one kissing his best buddy...oh, so sad.There will definitely be an episode 3, cant wait to watch it. Curious to know if Captain Jack is died, how they gg to save him without a ship, will william ask y elizabeth kiss jack, n y jack enemy wans to save him??? wow...curious curious curious.

New job! New life?

2006-07-15T01:28:00.001+08:00

Wow...have MIA for quite sometime. Suppose to have lots of things to update, but was too lazy to do so. Anyway, i'll just make it short and sweet. Went to KL in June as well. Simple..Gd food, great shopping, cheap yet beautiful Mani n Pedi, n cheap n comfortable massage.

Well, guess some of u know tt i changed my job as well as company. Description of my job? Shopping. Shopping is my job, i'm require to shop. I know some of u might find it shiok n cool. I agreed to certain extent. I have been rewarded with more visible veins on my feet due to the walking in this one month. I've weekends off, but i'm too tired to do anything after work during weekdays. Have been spending lesser time with friends n family due to my work load. No more MSN, no more 2 hrs lunch, no more afternoon nap and no more tea break.Not tt my co. is strict, is tt i'm so bloody busy till i cant do any of the above during the day. Overall conculsion= i still love this job, at least till today...haha!

Back after MIA

2006-03-28T00:40:00.002+08:00

Hey, i'm finally back, It's been 3 months since i last blog. Wanted to change the blogskin but can't find, wan to use chatterbox but it's been disactivated, can't hear the songs on my blog too, make me reluctant to do anythiong to my blog. Btw, anyone can tell me where can i find blogskins?

Nothing much really happen these 3 months, or shall i say too much things happen till i dun wish to remember them n eventually forget wat happen. Basically, everything is in chaos, regardless of work, health and my life. These few mths r passing very fast without me knowing. Can't really recall wat i did n wat i din do, ermm...wat i accomplish n wat i din, ermm...wat i achieve n wat i din.Sickening...seems like tt's no improvement in my life for the past 3 mths. Wat am i doing to my life? Y am i so lost? I sometimes wonder.... Am i gg to live my life tis way? NO! Tis is nt wat i wan, nt the way i wan my life to be...Shitto!!

2006-03-27T18:59:00.000+08:00

You Are a Bright Star Soul

Like a shining star, you have no trouble being the center of attentionIn fact, you often feel a bit hurt when all eyes aren't on youYou need to be number one in everything, no matter how trivialAnd it's this ego that both hurts your confidence and helps you acheive
You're dramatic and a powerhouse of pure energyYou posess a divine quality or uniqueness that's hard to defineA natural performer, it's likely you'll become famous in some circles.Just learn not to take everyone's reaction to you so personally!
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul and Prophet Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

2006-03-27T18:35:00.000+08:00

Your Extroversion Profile:

Friendliness: Very High

Assertiveness: High

Cheerfulness: High

Excitement Seeking: High

Sociability: High

Activity Level: Medium

How Extroverted Are You?

2005-12-01T21:47:00.001+08:00

Oh ya! It's been a month...since i blog. Hmmm, i bet all of u miss my craps and stories...hehe! Alot of things change, my love , my work n many many more. Work load is getting heavier n heavier, u must be thinking..."wah, busier means more money" but the problem is that i'm geeting busier yet not earning more money...haiz... Recently everyone is so busy with their life, dun even have the time to talk through the phone let alone meet out... Really miss all of u so much wor! Miss shopping and coffee session with Van n Val, Miss dining and gossiping with Vanessa, Joc, Jas, Felicia, Yt and many more. Miss my God daughter, Clarissa. Miss chatting with Joan. Miss clubbing with Joan, Sherlyn, Amanda, Vanessa, Val and many more. Missing so many one and many things.

OSIM-->Oh Shit It's Monday!

2005-10-11T00:56:00.001+08:00

I'm here again cos i'm feeling down again. My wkend is gd... leg pain so din went to work on sat, sun no ads so boss say no need go work...Keke...Hapi like a bird. Sat went to buy my pants n head hm after tt, go n visit Val in the hospital follwed by coffee session n Movie Session. Not really in a gd mood, so went for supper at Macdonald. I gt this habit, when i'm not in a gd mood, i crave deep fried or very spicy food.Still can't slp when i reach hm at 4am,so chat on MSN till 5am. N i din sleep till the day break,n it's abt 7am b4 i really fall asleep. Morning got a msg from KS telling me tt i don need to go work, so happy...but cannot get back to slp. Meet my mum in town for shopping, bought a top n shoe again...Haha!Nice nice nice!!!

Feeling Blue...

2005-10-09T06:28:00.001+08:00

Hi! I'm back fro Pahang! Everyone is asking me abt my Pahang trip so i shall jus update briefly abt the trip ba. The journey to n fro is the toughest of all, sitting a 6hrs nite train to Pahang n 10hrs coach back to sg. The trip is nt as adventurous as the Chiang Mai Trip but overall still not tt bad, except the food there. The most memorable moments is the Caving, rafting n cultural performance nite. Building the raftn trying to raft it down the dirty lake without any parts giving ways is so tough, we made it n gt First. We bring the raft back to the bank n run all the way back to the starting pt, it's so tiring but everyone is so cooperative n euthusiastic...SATISFACTION!!! Although i gt some bruises but it's all worth it when u see ur gp members r so euthusiastic. Caving is interesting, we have to squeeze through a small hole to get into Wind Cave. It's name as Wind Cave cos it's so windy in it n the wind dun come fro any opening, we jus dun know wher it come fro. Went to the two other Cave wher er discover incredible nature sulptures form by erm... limestone??...i dun know... Know a few juniors tt r quite interesting especially the two juniors fro my faculty. One of them is so similar to my character, jus cannot stop talking, complaining n laughing... but i'm not as smart as her. Most of them r top students, got lots of ADs n As in their result. I dun think i wish to mention the food, jus one word can desribe...SUCKZ!

LasT dAy Of ThE wEek

2005-10-02T22:07:00.000+08:00

Two More Days past since the last time i blog...so i sld keep it short.Hmmm, went shopping on friday nite with Val at cityhall, bought quite alot of stuff again...haiz...Then dinner b4 catching a movie. It's been a long long time since i eat at crystal jade, at least months ba. Watched Wait Till u r Older by Andy Lau. So Touching leh...my tears flow non-stop, i also laugh nonstop cos trying to hide my tears...keke, but din manage to hide lei, all of them saw my tears rolling down like a tap!Haha!

Sat is another rotting day at Sunny Palm, went there n slept till 2pm, meet KS for lunch then it's the end of my wrk.Was suppose to go for the pot luck party at Vaness hse at 4pm, but in the end drag my time in bedok till 6pm...Late queen...but not the latest la... Went hm early yesterday but chat till late b4 goign to sleep. This morning woke up early to go mkt, bought a pink bag for the pahang trip, so nice, like it so much! Tomolo going to Pahang le...everyone take care ya! Will update wat happen in Pahang when i'm back.

It's friday! Yippee!

2005-09-30T15:50:00.002+08:00

Yup yup, it's friday...But it's doesn't make any difference for me since i've to wrk on weekend. Surprisely i din went drinking tis wed, keke...no one accompany me. Pretty tired after rotting in linear for hrs so decided to stay at hm for the nite...Went to West Mall's Shop n Save to buy some lettuce, ham, yogurt n etc, to prepar the slad for my dinner. Blur day for me again... I alight the bus at Bukit Batok interchange, walk pass MRT station to go WM. Realise i forgot to top up my Ezlink card, so went back to MRT station then decide to walk to the other bus stop to take my bus hm. While walking to the bus stop, then realise tt i shld have bought my stuff in the NTUc at the MRT station. It would have save my trouble of wlking to n fro...Recently really blur cock, i'll end up forgetting tis n tt... Aiyo, i also cannot tahan myself, wan to laugh at myself...

Yesterday is a shopping treat for myself but the whole day is such a rush... i guess i really have not enough time for myself. So ppl out there who manage to reserve my time or date me out, u shld feel fortunate, ok!...Wahaha! My busy day goes like tis... I woke up early in the morning to brush my dog, play with her n talk to her...U guys might find me ridiculous but my sweetie seems to understand wat i say maybe fro my expression. She sat down quietly , look at me, sometime she will tilt her head proparably cos she dun understand...keke! I did tis to compensate the time lost la!

Went to sch to have the Pahang Trip briefing then rush to Cityhall to take my macademia nuts fro the office, then met colleagues for coffee. The shopping spree had jus started...Hehehe! I can't find the shoes i wan in both bout located in Cityhall, so disappointing wor! Wah, the C&K in Wisma is filled with ladies, so hot n cramp but i still went in to get my shoe...manage to get onli one pair. After the shoe treat, it's time for apparel treat... went to mjphosis for trying battle. Change in n out of tops n bottoms until i so tired. But again no more stock for all the design i wan...Aiyo, nothing seems to be smooth yesterday. Asked the lady to check all the boutique, n she start telling me tis bout have tis dun have tt, tt bout have tt dun have tis...make me so confuse. So in the end, ask her to check n reserve all, then tell me which bout to collect which design. Not tt bad afterall, at least dun need run ard sg. Jus have to go Centrepoint to collect a top n bottom.

Tt's not all for the hunting, i went to Taka n Wisma's G2000 to find the pants i like b4 heading to Centrepoint. Haiz...i din manage to get the blk pants...so sad, i like it so much!!! Of course the shopping spree ended, when i'm suppose to take my dinner. Pick up one more piece of top from the shelf when i'm at Centrepoint...My mum always say tt's smething wrng with my eyes, everything i c also pretty, also nice...so kept buying n buying... The shopping spree stop here finally!

It's dinner time...went to a Jap Resturant in Wheelock, they really serve nice food...definitely better than Edo! They have a nice n cosy atmospher too, tt helps digest, cos when i feel relax n happy while having ur meal, it digest better...said Dr Quek...Wahaha! I Love the Avocado Soft Shell Crab Sushi Roll.. the name quite lor so hor...anyway it's gd! the Don taste gd too, n i like the grapefruit juice ther...it's sour yet not bitter...Great!

My day din end so soon, ok! Went to Val shop to browse ard...n bought a top again... din have something like tt in my wardrobe n it looks sweet! I'm not sweet enough so mus wear something sweeter lol... Mus thanks Ron for fetching us back, tt save us lots of trouble taking bus or MRT. Actually wan to chat with Val at her hse till late, but a friend called and we went to meet the friend to drink something. After tt, home sweet home.

I din go straight to bed after such a long day...I surf net, pack my wardrobe,n play with BB again... By the time i fall on my bed, it's already 2.30am le...Wah, so tired. Slept so soundly till daybreak... n end up struggling out of the bed again...Was slight ly late for wrk...erm...actually 1 hr late...wahaha! Have to stop here n do finish up some wrk b4 they realise i'm eating snake. Today after wrk, will be a shopping spree again with Val, followed by movie session...Bye bye!

My WoNdErFuL wEeKeNd!

2005-09-28T12:10:00.002+08:00

Hello, i'm back... Cos i'm going to tell u guys how great my wkend is n the funny mistakes i made tis few days. Ok, i should start fro erm...fri evening?? I'm suppose to be on duty at Sunny Palm last fri with KS. Due to the wrk tt i haven clear in the office, i went to Sunny Palm onli at 3.30pm, n guess wat time i leave? I left at 5pm when i'm suppose to wrk till 6pm...haha...i din eat snake tis time rd, ok! It's cos i read my time wrngly, can u imagine tt? When Peter called me to ask wat time i meet him, i still happily tell him i'm going off, n i had switch off the power supply. I onli realise tt it's 5pm when i reach the MRT, n saw the time on the clock. Wat did i do? Pray hard tt no one will call me to ask me to go back lor!

Went to meet Peter n his friends for dinner n drinks, DUN GO PaRKLANe EDO SUSHI! Their sushi doesn't taste gd but not bad afterall. The onli thing gd is their Fish Roe maki is cheap, only $1.80. U dun get to eat Fish Roe maki at tis price somewhere else lor...no comments abt the rest of the food...Drunk one jug of beer in a middle east resturant. OF course its not enough for them, so we went to a pub to have some more drinks, while Alex n Peter can show their singing talent. Erm...went hm abt 1am, n by the time i reach hm, i'm already super tired, but my day din end her. I chat on MSN till 4am in the morning, as usual i struggle out of my bed the next morning to go to wrk. Took a $17 cab to Kembangan, n yet i'm still late.

Sat is a tired yet relaxing day. Althought i'm sleepy, i spent my hours reading mags in the Showflat... By the time i finish reading the mags, KS came n it's time i go hm...Yippee. Reach hm abt 4pm, n surf net the whole evening. Suppose to meet Long n Vanessa at 10.30pm, but they change the time to 11.30pm...Sian... So late then go out, boring lei... I got lots of time to prepare myself, yet i'm still late, reach abt 12.15am...i must admit i'm a super late queen recently...haha! Erm...not really in the mood to sing at tt time, jus sit there n join vanessa if she sings... tire la... Went to Youth Pk Kopitiam for Supper, chat till 4am. By the time i reach hm, it's already 5am, n i'm like half dead...n i've to wake up at 7am in the morning to go Sentosa!!!!

Another morning of struggling on bed, ended up dragging myself to the bathrm. Lucky one of our friend came to fetch us, so i can drag my time at hm. Or else, i'll be late again n get scolding fro Val. Anyway, even if we r late, we will sure to reach Harbour Font earlier than Van, cos she's a super duper late Queen! Haha! N as i mentioned, we r late but she came even later than us, after we finish our breakfast... The day at sentosa is great, it's been a long time i enjoy the sun...abt 6mths. As usual, we play in the water, tann ourslef, chit chat, play cards, throw sand at each other...After the bath, we end our wonderful sentosa outing with a light dinner at Sakae...Sushi again but it's definitely taste nicer than Edo. Then i thought of the Sushi joke, surprisingly, they laughed. So the Sushi joke is not tt lame afterall, it's jus the place n time... Wat a wonderful day, looking forward for the next outing there...

Everyone is terribly tired after the whole day in sentosa including me. Despite sleeping for onli two hrs n spending my whole at Sentosa, i'm still super energetic. Went out for dinner and late for erm...30mins...So Pai Say...First time going out n i'm so late, but i had him mentally prepared b4 he came to fetch me...Haha...The dinner@The Line is great, i always wanted to try the buffet there especially the fondue Fountain. The sweet treats r delicious n not to forget the chocolate fondue tt ends my dinner tt night. One Word to describe my Sunday= SaTISFACTION!!!! Hmm...i guess tt's abt all for this post...Feeling tired, going to slp le...Zzzzzzz....

FaLLinG sIck

2005-09-22T17:22:00.001+08:00

Hey hey, i'm here again! Hmm... now is 5.25pm, the whole residental dept onli leave with me n boss...No one to talk to...so sad. Today i din start blogging cos i nothing to do, but cos jus now i've been cracking my brain so now relax myself for awhile. Really not enough slp cos i went clubbing yesterday nite. Supposed to go to Mdm Wong for their 10th anniversary, in the end cos i came too late, we head straight to dblo. Yesterday dblo is fun, they have tis SEX Pro Exibition promotion, HotSPot photo taking, HotBabes contest n a Kinky Dance Show. Such a coincidence, my friend is one of the dancer wor! Enjoyed my nite alot with Joan n Sherly, saw a few friends there too...

I'm sooo tired now, felt like falling sick. Yesterday i'm suppose to go back b4 12am, cos today gt meeting at 9am. In the end, i went back at 1am, but lucky me, i din drink much last nite, or else i might not be able to climb out of my bed tis morning. As usual, i'll slack on my bed, keep my phone at snoozing mode so tt it 'll wake me up every 5 mins. I woke up eventually after i gt so irritatied by the snooze, n tt's still sufficient time for me to reach wrk on time...but i'm late again, haha...wan to know y?

Tis morning i went up the bus using coins cos my ezlink no more money n i forgotten to top up last nite. When i reach the MRT, wanted to top up my ezlink with my cash...i realise tt i left my CASH n CARD at hm. But i thought i could jus take the MRT to wrk first, then maybe borrow soem Cash fro my colleagues but i onli have 2 dollars with me, n it's not enought for me to take the train. I took the pathetic 2 dollars to buy a mentos so tt i could get coins to take a bus back hm to get my Cash. When i reach hm, i can't find my Cash in the bag i used last night, lucky it's in my jeans. If it's lost then i'll have to go atm to draw money, n i'll end up in the office even later than i expected.

When i'm about to reach the office, it's already 9.20am, n i thought i'll get scolding. Guess wat, i bump into my boss, he's even later than me, n he say both of us have to treat the dept for lunch. Cos we always have tis rule, the lastest will treat lunch n my boss is always the lastest so we dun have to worry...haha... So in the end, he treat us Nasi Padaing in Hotel Rendzevous... yummy! Actually i'm considered lucky le, if not for the 2 dollars, i might have to walk back hm from the MRT, haha...

2005-09-11T03:00:00.002+08:00

it"s BeEn SuPer SuPeR DuPeR dUpEr LoNg SiNce i LaSt BloG. TS asK Me tO UpDate so Tt he Can Read whEn hE haS nOthIng To Do...SO i'm HeRe. TOo MuCh ThInGs haPpEn n ChAnge Tis Mth, So MuCh TilL I Dun KnoW wHerE tO StaRt FRoM n wAt To UpDate.

NoT LONg AftEr My Bd, I WenT TO HK! TiS TrIp IS LiKe A PrEseNt FrOm HeAVen. MaYbE GOd KnoWs Tt I LoSt SomEthIng TiS yr's Bd so HE's cOmPeNsatInG me...HahA. ThE TrIP Is So EnjOyaBlE, Of COuRsE Not wiTHout My WoNdeRFUl ColLeaGuEs. I SHall StArT frOm The MiN We laNDed in hK. THe WHoLe grOuP of Us WeNt FoR late LunCH tOgEtHer iN a ReStuRanT in TSaI Sha TsUm n foLLowEd by ShOpPinG with JaNet n JO. NoThInG MuCh TO sEE, SO We Walk N WaLk, OnLi TO ReALiSe Tt we WaLkEd So Far whEn We Reach JOrDaN. It'S SO fuN WalKinG aRd wItH MaP. We wEnT To a DeSsErt Shop FoR a ShoRt BreaK wHilE waiTing FoR tHe RaiN to End, The DeSSert is NiCe wIth Lots Of InGreDients...n thE waItEr Is CuTe tOO...HahA... Erm, We DiN BuY MuCh cOs We MeetIngtHe Gp FOr DInNer, BoughtA sanDal tt I LiKe aLot. At NiGht, We WenT To A ReStuRaNt Tt SelLs FrEsH SeAfOoD, wE HaD MIni ABaLoNE, LoBsteR SaShiMi, BaMBoo ClaM, ScaLLop...n...I Can"T RemEMber Le..Ate tOO muCh. aFteR The DINner, DunnO WhO PrOpOse TO GO CLuBBinG sO We weNT tO tIs CLimAX CLub iN LaN KwAI FOnG...I thinK thEY caLl It C CLub??? WitH All MY BOSseS,HaHa...Fun wOr!!! AfTer ClubbIN... Me, TS ,PC n KM sTiLl DunWaN to GO backTo HoTeL so We wEnt racKy arD n EnD up EaTinG LoK Lok at The ROad Side wHilE waiTinG fOr ThE Rain tO End Yet AGaIn...DoEs It sOuNds lIkE tHe SceNce In HK drAmA...HahA!!!

ThE SeC Day MorNIng, Me n JanEt DaJiE WenT fOr BreAKfAst in A EaterIe NeaRby. Tt stuPiD TS La, dIn WaKe Me n Da jIe Up ForBrEAKfast... AnYwaY Me n DaJie EnjOyeD OUr BreaKfasT n We EvEn wenT for A ShorT waLk neAr tHe EaTerie b4 gOinG Back to HoTeL. We Set OfF fOr SHenZheN Not LoNg AfteR WE reAch tHE hOtEL. ShenZhEn foOd Is GrEat, i MiSs ThEir ChaR siEw, RoAsTed Pigeon, roAsTed DucK, Siew MiA, Hao GaO n bLah bLah bLah... Tis Is thE fIrst TIme i sEe so MuCh FoOd on One tabLe. ThE taBLe Is HuGe yet Not Big EnouGh to Place aLl thE FoOd n SO THoSe FOoD havE to Be PlAce aT a SIde TabLE. 15 of Us Eat n EaT, One hOur LateR... the tAbLE sTill FilLed wIth FoOd...nv seEMs To FinIsh. TIs Is The fIrst timE In My LiFe WHen I eaT tILl mY Mouth N Hand weakEN, eaT tIlL I FeeL LikE cryIng. I'm a BiG eater n I LoVe FOOd, BuT tiS Is HOrRible...It JuSt FreAk ME Out...HaHa... AfTEr Tt's SUPer FiLLing n yEt DeLiciouS Dim sum LuNch, It's TiME fOr ShoPPinG! IDIOTIC!!!! wE OnLi Got 1 n haLf Hr tO sHOp... LucKyI'M SmAlL in SIze sO i Just GRAb aNYTHing Nice N CHeaP...Not BAD, StiLl ManAGe TO BUy SOmE TOps, a SKirT n a SHaDE.

Of COuRse ShOpPinG At SHeNzhEN is Not ENougH, sO wHen We Get baCk tO HK, It's sHopPing TIme. weNT to LadIEs St,n Dun KNow Wat st...JuSt SHOp N SHOp TIlL i DrOp. KePt AcTInG, BLufFInG, LaugHIng, JokiNg, baRgAininG tIll I'm SO TiReD. ReaLly MuS ThAnKs DaGe DaJIe HelP me bargaiN, SaVe me Lots Of MoNey. I dIn BarGain myseLF la, But Very ChilDish TacTic Tt u GuYs Wun be InTerested TO leArN...If U ReALly WaN tO knOW...CaL me, I'll TeLl u! HahA..Tt"S NOT tHE end, When We wEnt tO HoTeL, Me CHer n JaneT Chat tILl 3am, Me n JanEt chaT tiLl 4am... And We Have tO Meet DaGe GO Pray PRay Early IN tHe MornInG aT 9am...Wah...SupEr Duper TiRe... so NeXt DAe, We WenT TO A TemplE FolLOweD wIth ShOpPinG aGain. WenT tO DO SOmE LAsT Min ShOpPinG Just B4 i LeaVe FOR ThE AirPort. Bye ByeHK... I'lL Be BAcK!!!

AfteR The HK trip, EvRythIng Is As UsUal, WRk n Wrk n WrK. LuCKY me, ManagE TO CLoSe A DeAL whiCH HavE BEen NeGotIaTInG foR a MnTh. BuT PrObLems PRobLems N prObLems CoMe One AftEr ANOtHEr... SIcK n TirE! NoW Tt I'M A FuLl TImE StAFf, I GueSS it'S likEly TO be MoRe StResSfUl ba. HOw Am I gOIng tO HanDLe It? aM I Able tO hAndLe? r QuesTIons tT i KePt AskIng MySeLf. stArT TO DouBt My CaPAbIlIty iN TIs LiNe...HaIZ... WeNt tO HanD in My rEPort Last wk, NO Complain On tHe ReporT from ThE "Mr RIGht". TwO DayS AGO jus WenT tO Do PreSeNtaTon, Mrs PanG is SaTisFIed wiTh My PresEnTatIon... I'm SO nERVOuS tT my VOicE SHiver, n so AfRIad Tt I Might forgeT To Say anyhIng. But AfTer TheLectUrErs PraIse Tt mY PresEnTation Is Gd, ShOrt N SweET...aLl my wOrRies r gOnE. I gUesS Tt's It fOr the Time BeinG ba, WIll TrY to UpDate my BLog more OfTen, c U!!!!

2005-08-04T18:35:00.002+08:00

Hapi Birthday to me, hapi birthday to me, hapi birthday hapi birthday, hapi birthday to ME! Yeah...it's my big day...one yr older again! One month din blog le, cos stupid com down with virus, seldom in office nowadays...so no chance to blog...haiz...

Last week went to Genting with my Sis...Wah, so nice to be up there, the last time i visited Genting is 2yrs ago ba. It's been a long time since i went for a holiday and i feel so relax. First day is terrible cos of the hotel service, waited for a hr to check in the room. We then end up in a room, without view, with a fan tt is falling sooner or later amd it's not clean yet. So we went to change room but they say only can upgrade for one nite, the other nite also must change to another room without view. We decided to change, at least we can feel good in the room for one nite. After settling down, it's already 4pm in the noon, and we took my "lunch " at 4pm....sob sob...The whole evening we went ard genting taking photo, shopping till 10pm, had Marry Brn supper and then head to the live band pub for a drink. They really great lor, can sing all kinds of songs...chinese, malay, english, hokkien,cantonese.... and they r malays lor! Drink till 2am b4 heading back to our room....Really shiok man!

Second day early in the morning, packed our bag to get ready to change room. In the end, when we reach the check out point, they say we don need to change jus stay in the same room. Wat the hell, angry tt we actually packed our bag n bring all the way down to the counter, happy tt we can stay in tt comfort room. Had dim sum for breakfast then we head to KL. Wah, we r tortally strange to KL, we walk ard KL like a blind mice with astreet directory. We had our lunch in U-village, n they serve the best ice coffee....shiok wor! We then went Chinatown to jalan jalan...bougth some stuff...but super hot n cramp there lor! B4 heading back to Genting, we went to Times Square to take some photos. Wah...the shopping is huge man... So lucky for us, we r back to Genting safe and sound by 10pm. Had Marry Brn n KFC as supper again, imagine the fats i gained tt two days! Next morning dim sum again....My God! tt 3 days there are just eat n eat n eat n eat!

Now talk abt my bigday. Went to dbl o to celebrate, it's a great nite! So lucky to have all of u ard for me yesterday....Kind of pity tt i got drunk so early, sob sob... Thanks TS,PC,JL for treating dinner at BeBoz...Escargot, Baked potato, Steak...all my fav...Yummy! Thanks Van n Val for getting me my fav. strawberry shortcake from RIVE...Yummy! And thanks to everyone one of u who came, the nite will not be tt wonderful without anyone of u! N sori for those who i din entertain, or i shall say unable to entertain...haha!

Tt's abt all for tis mth, must log now cos going out to celebrate my big day.

2005-06-05T22:27:00.001+08:00

Oh hellooooo!!! So many days din blog le, not tt i'm too busy to blog but too lazy to blog....geegee!Yeah..Luckily KS volunteer to help me cover my duty at Chuan on last Sat, so i onli go Chuan Ville on Sun n Mon...thks KS. Went there less than 6 hrs each day, Sun go at 12 n left at 5, mon went at 12 left at 3 but went back at 5 plus n stay till 6pm, must thks Cherlene for bringing me out, thks Janet for treating me coffee n thks PC for fetching me back to Chuan, waited for me n send me to MRT... hehe! Luckily din make a wasted trip back, tis is a potential client woh!!! Still must thanks TS for accompaning me for viewing on Tues, fetch me there n bring me back to Bukit Timah. All of u so envy of me, right??? All my colleagues so nice to me...hehe!

The rest of the week is the same le lor...go office rot, smetime make calls to the clients...ask ask here ask ask there to fill all my doubts.... Need to hand a report to my manager asap, at the same time hand to sch as my interim report....Ya! Still must thks JO for teaching me tis n tt, print all the docu for me for reference, lighten my stress in trying to produce a gd report.

Went drinking for the past few days, n its really everyday...Wed went Mdm wong but din drink much la...Thurs went to Siam Club, had a few drinks b4 having Jap Fine dining... omg, the sashimi is so gd...yummy! After supper, went to Newsrm for Wine...when i reach hm....my god, so tired le. Friday went shopping with Vanessa till 12mn at Suntec, bought a very nice blazer, love it so much... after shopping, went to Van hse for Wine...

Today went shopping mummy, bought alot of things. I bought 2 tops, 2 knickers.... mummy buy 2 pair of sandals, bedsheets for both of us, 2 polo tee for dad. But din manage to get the Fila polo tee i wan, cos no more pink....din manage to get the MNG top i wan cos no more stock....So tomolo i'll be going to get it! Mummy just remind me say i no money still buy n buy but wat to do...GSS lei, right??? Ok...stop here, have to go slp le...bye bye!

Rotting at chuan ville

2005-05-22T15:56:00.002+08:00

OMG...i'm decomposing!!!! I'm now at chuan ville showhse...alone!!!! Terrible day! Watched the tv the whole day cos only two person walk in, anyway it's ok la...cos i also dun feel like serving...hehe! Stupid me, trying to connect the laptop to the wireless netwrk for the whole morning...called mei mei only to realise tt the wireless connecter is not on at all...tt explains y i can get it connected. I guess i really mus admit tt i'm a com idiot:(

Very bored dae!

2005-05-19T14:00:00.001+08:00

Now already 1.30pm already, the whole morning done nothing... jus check mails, look into various website etc...boring. Just now lunch time went to drink turtle soup, very nice n rich, just like black chicken soup...yummy. But dun think i'll fall in luv with it cos feel like throwing up now...haha!!! Btw, can anyone tell me how to get my time right on my blog... the dates r messed up!!!! The post date is correct in my blogger, but when i see it in my blog, it date belong to 2 days back, some post is 1 day back, some more ridiculous... 3 days back!!! I post it on Monday, yet it the date is last fri....Pls anyone help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Weekly update!

2005-05-17T15:38:00.002+08:00

Yeah...i got my new shades, two of it! So it's out of my wishlist now. Mmm, now must decide on the next item to get...ipod?? Now in office doing nothing, n Mr Ho is disturbing me again when i'm updating my blog! Haha! Later meeting Val go watch movie...Hse of the Wax, but b4 tt i mus go IMM buy food for my BB, she no more food to eat liao... so pathetic! Now she getting smarter, she dun bite newspaper n tissue, she just eat them...haha! Maybe she got not enough to eat therefore eat papers n soil...OMG!

Tis week like pass very fast, everyday got program...hehe! Days pass faster tt way but money disappear faster also...hmmm, must control le! Last wk went to find apt for rental, so tired, every night so late go hm, wed go Devil's, Sat watch movie...everyday so occupied!!! Yesterday meet vanessa they all go makan n play pool(realise tt's smething wrong with my eye sight n sense of direction...haha), tonite watching movie, tomolo dining appt, fri k singing n shopping, sat bring my niece n nephew go Sentosa. Wah, tis wk too many program, too little time n money...!!!! Muat start to save money to go HK shopping... hope tt i can go with the company if not have to pay money myself to go with Van n Pel...Haiz....Must stop here n carry on with my wrk le, bYeZ bYeZ......

BOreD!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-05-05T17:56:00.000+08:00

Now already 5.45pm, ready to knock off....i sat in front of the com since 9am till now....omg! Tis is the first time i spent so many hours in front of a computer, my eyes going to cross liao... The whole morining trying to figure out wat i did these three weeks. Forgotten all abt the log bk, today then update, keep thinking n thinking wat i did on each particular day for the 3 weeks. Guess how i update in the end, i recall by looking at my blog...haha...cos i usually update my blog of wat i did,but not my log bk...my gosh, wher is my priority?

Today don know yawn how many time liao, lost count...but erm...should be about 30 times la...haha. Real bored lei... i going to rot to death liao lor... Hai.... tomolo qing ai de cuming to my company to interview, dun know how will she fare...monday YT n jas cuming also...starting to wonder who will be my colleague lei...they are here to snatch my rice bowl...must put more effort liao... put more effort in acting busy...haha...Going hm now...bye bye...

2005-05-04T15:07:00.001+08:00

time passes so fast, one wk din add blog liao... Tis six days pass very fast lei, dun even have time to summarize wat have i done. Erm... wed nite went out with feli n vanessa, din cum back very late, but then went into JB for supper, reach hm already 4 am, tired like a pig...Thursday, din really slp until late cos going to JB with feli...haha, end up, two stamp on the same day in my passport.Haiz... nothing to buy lei, only eat n eat n eat, reach hm tired like a pig again. Friday go showflat to rot lor, reach there not even an hr, go makan with jo. Go back to showflat not long, go accompany cherlene go makan...Cum back liao, play Big 2 n chit chat... Aiya, not eating snake la, anyway nothing to do mah... After wrk, went to celebrate bd for jas, she so touched...

Saturday finally get to rest, so i sleep the whole day, at night bring my bb dwnstair... the first time i hear her barking at a cat, but the cat not scare one lor, still get ready to attack my bb. My bb actually din bother abt the cat at the first place, then the cat so yaya papaya...purposely sit in front of my bb n stare at my bb....then my bb of course 'bu suang' la, so she bark lor, but she bark so soft so gentle, the cat dun give a damn lor... that bloody cat really very yaya. Following days r wrking day at show flat lor...! Cannot liao, i mus go slp liao...nitez...

Boring

2005-04-28T02:10:00.000+08:00

Haha...now in office, nothing to do, decide to update my blog.
Help tatsoon make cold call last night, so now can use his com., hehe....
Tis few days boring man, monday went the terrace showflat, the blangeshs doing sme touching up, damn smelly, nearly fainted. Yesterday rot the whole morning, after lunch then go URA, cum back rot again till knock off.
Today prepare to rot again...haha...nvm, now use to it liao, jus rotttttt.....
anyway tomolo off day, tonight mus go smewher happening, long time din go liao, drifting from tt lifestyle, mus caught up...
Anyone wan go with me, hmmmm?

Read joy mama's blog last night, so bad one...go jogging n lunching with long n vaness...din ask me go....hmph! Anyway, i after wrk, already want to faint liao, let alone go jogging, hehe...but at least ask for dinner la...[angry]
Have to stop here or else tatsoon no time to talk to his pretty girls, he very sian....opps!

2005-04-25T14:20:00.002+08:00

Hai... Jus beaten up my doggie n left her in her playpen. Tis bitch, don know wat's wrong with her, every week she will have a new hobby. Tis wk new hobby is to play n eat soil, wat crap right? She have been with me for erm... 2 n half mths! She nv touch that fortune plant in my hse b4, until my mum place in beside her playpen. Tis girl trying to sallow a pebble jus now, then i beat her up, she still not scare. Second time go and play n dirty the floor, she also very smart lei...i call for her, she don wan cum out, knowing i'll smack her. In the end, i bend dwn n saw her under my dining table, i chase after her n beat her. The third time worse still, she know i'll spot check her... she bite one big mouth of soil n go to a small corner of the kitchen to play, n that's when she's eating the soil. Beat until her whole backside n my hand burning liao. So fed up with her.

Tis two days din do much, only doing tele operater job at show flat...haha. So sian, alone in the sales office, almost fall soundly asleep. But one thing gd abt it is tat i can claim my off days next wk, hehe... Tomolo still have to go to wk hai...

In the office

2005-04-22T06:58:00.000+08:00

Hey, i'm in the office now, done all i should do, so post smething up. Tis morning went viewing houses with tatsoon n his client. Thanks to him, my morning is occupied, thanks man! Came back in the noon n had my lunch, dun know wat's wrong with me, always din finish my food recently, only eat half, sometime only one quarter. Die liao, maybe i'm down with serious illness...hehe, no lah...maybe cos everyday sit in office, din spend any energry so my body also dun need so much food. Like tat gd lei, can lose weight, hehe! Oh great!

Today's wrking hour oing to end liao, now worrying abt tomolo already...haiz... Hopefully, tomolo smeone will bring me out for veiwing. Two days ago, peter also brought me to carribean. Outside very nice, but inside look like normal condo design only lor, the apt alittle bit too small la...but peter say cos the apt is facing the pool not so nice, those facing sentosa nicer. Wanted to go see but too bad, raining. Today one, also shiok lor, the client own hse already extreme pretty liao lor...three storey semi-detach, 7+1 look like bunglow more than a semi-detach, maybe it's cos the way she decor, not very modern but very cosy... feels very comfortable in it. Wah, my idea dream hse n home. One of my colleague say b4, tat's no such thing as a perfect hse, but u can make a perfect hm. Tis client current hse is wat i think is a perfect hm...Nice....

Tired like shit.

2005-04-20T13:12:00.000+08:00

Tis morning as usual, go to office with sandwich n newspaper.Nearly fell asleep while reading the newspaper, cos no one in the office. Now i then know, nothing to do is more stressing n tired than when u have smethings to do. Luckily janet, jeff n tatsoon din came too late in the afternoon or else i'll faint. But anyway, they din stay in very long also. After they went off, audrey came talking to me till smeone call her up, talk abt economic, market situation blah blah blah... She remind me that i can do smething else, hehe...surf net for news article, so spend my late afternoon in front of the square monitor.

Today, quite moody lei, so bored till i feel like running out of the office n dun come back... haha, if not for the report, hmph! Looked at the photo suting print for me, words for me send my tears down my cheek...how i wish it's 2002 now so tat we can spend another 3 yrs together. All my sweeties are my strenght, my motivation, that is y i always carry the photo wherever i go. Not very gd mood liao, wan to cry liao, still kanna f* by a stupid old mdm, ass hole! But tat stupid bitch din manage to demoralize me, cos i'm more concern abt my first deal..."Bitch u din manage to upset me, u lose!" haha, jus trying to comfort myself... i know i nonsense la...

Promise tatsoon i'll help him call the owners, end up only cal a few, cos doing my things... brought back the name list, but no time to cal, so sorry...! Tomolo sure call as much as possible ok? Really mus try to bring smething to the office tomolo to read. mus admit i din try my best to memorise the notes n remember wat my lecturer teach me...so tomolo mus make gd use of my time. Dun think will slp so early liao, got NKF caharity show tonight...tomolo, steam liao lor. 01 sweeties, miss u all so much.

2005-04-18T14:15:00.000+08:00

Oh ya, hear the song' tong hua', my recent fav song...very nice song, very touching.Mmm... wondering if anyone will sing tis song for me, how i wish...Girls r always touched by this kind of song...a sense of secure, protection n love.
Today went to showflat, served some customer, making mistake here n there, but lucky not big mistake n all the clients r very understanding...not those yaya banana one... My colleagues r also very nice n helpful, kept clearing my doubts, n help me explain some things to the clients. Thanks lei...
Very tired n stress out now, having headache mus go slp liao, tomolo i think quite alot things to do, need to follow up my cilents, cos got 2 potential one...hehe...nitez bye!

Excitments filled me.

2005-04-17T16:48:00.001+08:00

Tomolo Sun still mus go wrk but excitmnent is filling me,... it's my first time trying to sell a pty lor...not like last time sell clothes like tt lor! Sell clothes so easy, dun serve also they may buy few pieces fro me...but now the pty not like clothes so cheap lor...hai... starting to wonder wat i writing, cos very sleeping...blur blur liao.
today go do pedicure then go shopping, buy shirt again but my mum say nvm cos for wrk...then went to World of Sport...having 50% off lei but no more nike stuff cos the sale started yesterday...So sad cos i thought the bag i wan buy got sale n now no more...Then while continue looking ard, i saw the bag i wan, oh yes! Don happy so fast, below it write NETT price... sian...

Went NTUC cos i wan drink bak ku teh, so my mum buy pork rib cum back to cook....Suddenly realise tat i should eat smething healthy smetime, gaining weight sooner or later. Mus stop buying bread at breadtalk everyday to eat at wrk, no nutrient at all. So i bought some tomato, cucumber, a new brand of cheese n my new fav--> butterhead lettuce... hehe monday can eat healthy veg sandwich.... Ok, mus slp liao, or else tomolo tired...bye nite

First day outside the office

2005-04-16T14:50:00.001+08:00

Really very tired today, i can say i'm xtreme tired lol.
Finish my blog last night at 1am, slept 5 n half hrs wake up liao, slept in the train while on my way to wrk, wah...tire leh!

Today went to the showflat...so excited. Wah, tis project quiet nice lei espically the facilities--> only private apt with star observatory woh! Kept looking n looking at the showflat n layout n model, so nice lor...the actual pty should be as pretty as the model lah... then after that, i start my question liao lor...n u know i'm those that keep asking n asking till ppl dun know wat to do with me one....so i ask n ask n ask lor, celine then start answering my questions lor....wahaha...everything also i ask, so kaisu! Then keep flipping through the booklet n papers lor, make sure i know it inside out... like tat then i can "ACT" as if i'm very familiar with the apt mah. Going to the showflat on Sun again so mus make sure the buyer will find confidence in me...cannot pai say ma! Marketing really need alot of patience n effort lor, but i start to find it very interesting lor...cos i always like sales line mah n there's really alot more tat i need to learn lor... Mus endure endure n endure, either i don do it or i mus do my best! I can do it one!

2005-04-15T15:44:00.000+08:00

Yes yes i did it! i changed my blogskin, learn to paste the tagboard codes, then try uploading song n change other stuff....spent alot of time changing n trying but it's worth it lor...tat kind of satisfaction hor...wah shiok man!

Kind of bored at wrk tis two days...everyday go there eat breakfast, read newspaper, do nothing till lunch time....after lunch start my cold calling. I'm like repeating the same sentence for hundred time everyday lor!" gd afternoon, may i speak to the owner...oh hi, i'm calling fro blah blah blah pty consultants, like to know whether u intend to lease out or sell ur apt?" then they will respond "NO" ,then wat can i say? "ok, thank u bye" lor! Sian lei..... but luckily my office dun have those 'obasan' or those ' 3 gu 6 po' or those who like to tekan ppl one, or else i die.

Tomolo mus go into office in the morning again, now think ing wat to buy for breakfast...hehe. Nonsense lor me, now drinking soup, already thinking tomolo breakfast, siao lei me! Then also thinking wat to wear cos tomolo going to the showflat la, mus wear nice nice' cooperate look'! Joy say i so gd, so fast can go to showflat,hopefully it's not for one day only lor, haha...preparing for the worst. Wat to do, the higher u hope, the greater the disappointment is.. so inconfidence...haiz...wat's getting into me...siao liao.... Going to slp liao, eyes shutting...Nite Nite

2005-04-13T13:12:00.001+08:00

Wahahaha....second day of attachment, mc liao...haiz.
i've been sick since i came back fro the chalet, din know y till suting say it's aiqing that pass the flu to us. Then i recall i've been sleeping with aiqing for the two nitez in chalet, tat explain y i'm sneezing since i came back. Not tat bad actually until i spent the whole day in the cold office... i use up a whole box of tissue. i was like pulling the tissue out of the box every now n then....aiyo, the nose is like a water tap... Really cannot tahan liao then go see doc one, wah... the medicine so ex= $43 lei. My pay so low, need to work at least two to cover the med expense, my pay will also kanna deducted...wah, sian leh!

Yesterday first day of work not bad lah... all of them quite young, so no problem talking to them. Read abt the projects they r handling n gave cold calls in the afternoon...they say it's the first time they see smeone so happy while giving cold calls...haha. Wat to do, don like also mus do mah, so might as well make it a happy one, isn't it right? still have 8 pages of numbers to call when i resume work tomolo, haiz...

Called my LO tis morning to notify him abt my mc, can't help but to laugh while talking to him. He always end his sentence with a "right?"...so funny! Imagine he say"i can hear tat u r reak sick, right? but i guess u really can't go to work today, right?, it's not really tat gd to take mc on the 2nd day of work,right? but i guess u will prove tat u can ur enthusium when u resume work tomolo, right?" Aiyo... i kept hearing the right's' till i also dizzy liao...haha.

Feeling much better today, but feeling very vexed... all the problems like kept piling up but no one wans to help me. Have to find a groomer for my bb, have to buy tis buy tat, have to remember tis remember tat, do tis do tat...wah...very stress. Tomolo still have to buy mei's birthday present, mother's day also coming, wah siao liao....my bank really going blank liao! Wat's more! The pay so low, tis month only work half mnth, i guess the pay is not even enough to cover the amt i spent over this two days...die liao! I guess i have to do part time job if time allows..haiz...

2005-04-10T17:53:00.000+08:00

Family breakfast

Love u sweeties!

2005-04-10T14:02:00.000+08:00

2day i woke up at 3pm, i've slept for 15 hrs. oh...i'm finally recharge since i came back fro de chalet. The class chalet seems like one of the outing that we usually have n as usual we have to bid goodbye but tis time it's different. When we bid goodbye in the past, we know that we will soon meet in sch n spend everyday together for a semester...even if it's vacation, we will get to see each other in sch in two months time. Of course, we'll still meet out after tis farewell, but we won't get to spend everyday together for a continuous five months n we won't know when's the next time we meet due to the busy schedule we r going to have. We r exhausted in the morning when we parted, yet we can't bear to say goodbye,"hen yi yi bu sir", the feeling is so" chen zhong", so moody for me. I just hope that we can each other in sch in two months time but at the same time i wish that all of us can graduate...sob sob~~

This is for my sweeties in the class, so sweeties, read carefully!!! Althought on the first day of school, we have click n even have our lunch together, i din imagine we will be tat close till the last day of our polylife. In tis three years, people n things change...sme ppl left our grp, sme entered, we studied together, fail our test together, absent from class together, go for dinner together, jog together, exercise together, go shopping together, go for sch programme together, that r so much moments tat we share together. All these tat happened, no matter whether it's unforgetable or not, it'll always remind in my heart, deep down in there where i can nv 4get. I learned lots of things from all of u, n hope all of u learned something from me too... It's not only academic aspect tat i learned but also personality, behavior, etiquette n etc... All of u r my darlings, none of u will be missed out or forgotten... all of u r my darlings forever n i mean forever, ok....How i wish our next gathering is tomolo! Luv u guys, miss u guys, muacks!

Last day of exam n school

2005-04-02T20:50:00.000+08:00

Yes, oh yes! The exam r over...no more exam fever! Took my RsL exam tis afternoon, it's tat difficult but i just can't seize all the info out of my mind in the exam. Mostly probably i'll have no problem passing the paper, althought i din really finish the whole paper. It like a kind of relief after the exam n it's the last day of sch so the class went to Big O for a spread... the Rum mudpie was delicious... oh yummy yummy! Shuang say i'm kind of crazy n high throughtout the night, indeed i'm really very "high". it's Fion birthday tomolo so as usual, we buy her a small little cake to celebrate for her, Happy Birthday sweety.

now is 5am in the morning, haven go to sleep yet...my brain was like blank now, don know wat i'm actually writing. Imagine i studied since 11am to 2pm, fro 2pm to 4pm...i just try all my best to seize all the law stuff out...laughing since 4pm to 11pm. My brain is going to complain for working so many hours of OT... gonna sleep liao...tomolo still have to do alot of things....NItE NITE

2005-04-02T18:25:00.000+08:00

Last day of Poly Life n celebrating Fion bd!

2005-03-31T17:30:00.000+08:00

Oh great!!!! After tomolo...no more projects, no more assignments, no more tutorials, no more test n exams, no more DEADLINES!!!! But half year of cheap labouring to go...haiz! No wori, althought low pay but at least no more school. yeah!!!! Erm... but no more sch means no more MC, no more half day "leave", no more school holidays, no more LATE...OMG!

OH... i'm going to miss u guys...all of u r real sweeties to me. Tis three years r the most wonderful time out of my 19 yrs of school.Oh no...tomolo each of us r suppose to say smething as a farewell speech...my gosh...i'm going to flood the place, wherever it is! Hey, i'm not going to forget anyone of u, i promise...none of u will be forgotten. Make sure u all dun forget me too, i bet u guys won't...cos how can u guys forget smeone so sweet n adorable. Wat's more...i'm the princess of 01 n i'll always be , isn't it?

U guys r wonderful, i'm really going to miss u guys! Oh i'm crying soon, really!!! Guyz stay cool, n keep in contact.. luv u all lotz!

2005-03-08T00:54:00.000+08:00

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